Disclaimer: The characters in this story belong to CBS and Viacom. This is a piece of fan fiction, written for pleasure and not for profit. The characters are borrowed for the purpose of the story.

I wrote this story in response to Betty's Challenge No. 184, featured on Singing Wolf’s DM Challenge Page.

This story is dedicated to Betty – with grateful thanks for all her help and support both in beta reading my stories and for being a friend.??

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The Pariah

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3 AM

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Mark Sloan found himself dragged from a peaceful sleep by the sound of someone moving around - none too quietly - in the living room.?? His senses immediately on red alert, he flung back the bedcovers, pausing only long enough to pull on his robe, before cautiously opening the bedroom door and stepping out into the ubiquitous darkness.

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A slight noise to his left alerted him to the fact that the intruder was making their way to the balcony window, no doubt intent on fleeing with the ill-gotten gains they had managed to purloin.??? It was only when the trespasser’s progress was abruptly curtailed by the solid shape of the coffee table, which contact elicited a muffled yelp followed by a few, sharp, expletives that Mark recognised the “intruder” was actually his son, Steve.

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"Are you all right son?" he enquired as his fumbling hands reached for, and found, the light switches and flipped them on, momentarily blinding them both.??? When his eyes had acclimatised themselves to the abrupt change, it was to discover his son, clad only in a pair of black boxers, sitting on the couch cradling his right leg in both hands, his face creased with pain.


"I walked into the coffee table,” he moaned.


"Let me take a look," said Mark, crossing over to the couch where, after some initial difficulty, he succeeded in prising his son's hands away from the affected limb where he quickly ascertained that no lasting damage had been sustained.

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“You’ll live,” he said dryly, trying his hardest to suppress a smile at the amount of fuss his tall, strong, son was making over what amounted to nothing more than a surface scrape.???
"So did you come up to get a drink?" he enquired.


"No I .....,” Steve regarded his father with genuine puzzlement.??? “The last thing I remember is getting into bed.??? I woke up when I felt the pain in my shin and found myself standing in the living room with no idea of how I got here.”



COMMUNITY GENERAL - 10.30 AM

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“Sleep-walking isn’t so very uncommon Mark,” said Jesse Travis, in an attempt to put his older colleague’s mind at rest.?? “And there is a history of it in your family,” he added, grinning as he recalled Stacy Sloan’s memorable visit to LA.

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“Yes there is,” Mark readily acknowledged.?? “But my brother only ever suffers somnambulant episodes when he’s unduly stressed, Jesse.”

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“So you think that ....,” Mark could almost see the cogs whirring around in Jesse’s head as he digested that piece of information.??? “Did you ask Steve if anything was bothering him?” he enquired, flinching at the disdainful look he received from his mentor for having the temerity to ask such an obvious question.

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“It was the first thing I asked him,” Mark replied.

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“And?”

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“And he said no.”

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“But you don’t believe him - right?”

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“I know my son, Jesse and, while he might be able to fool most people with that tough “Everything is just fine” attitude, he forgets that I can see right through it.??? Something is bothering him sufficiently to cause him to sleepwalk and I intend to find out just what it is,” he added grimly.


TWO NIGHTS LATER - 4 AM


This time it was the sound of someone fumbling clumsily with the locks and bolts of the front door that woke Mark.?? He arrived at the open door just in time to see Steve, barefoot, clad only in his jeans, walking down the gravel driveway.?? Moving swiftly he caught up with his son and, reaching out, touched him gently on the arm.

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“Wake up son,” he said quietly, turning Steve round so that the two men were facing one another.

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"Steve!”

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His father’s firm tone of voice was sufficient to rouse the detective who took in his surroundings with total mystification.


“What am I doing out here dad?”


"You were sleep-walking again," Mark replied, slipping a comforting arm around Steve's bare shoulders.??? "Come on," he added as his son shivered violently. "Let's get you back indoors and in the warm.”

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“Dammit,” Steve inwardly cursed as he allowed his father to lead him back into the house.?? “This can’t go on.??? I have to do something; say something.??? Tomorrow - I’ll do it first thing tomorrow.”

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It was with a heavy heart that the detective crawled back beneath the comforting bedclothes.?? Sleep, however, eluded him.?? He was very well aware that the decision he had reached would guarantee that his life was going to become extremely unpleasant.??


THE PRECINCT - 8 AM


"Morning Lieutenant," Todd Brown greeted Steve cheerfully.?? “Oh wow, rough night?” he enquired solicitously, as he noted his superior officer’s pale complexion and the dark circles under his eyes.

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"Something like that," Steve replied tersely as he settled himself in his chair and turned his attention to the pile of case files on his desk.?? “Could you do something useful Brown,” he growled, “Like go get me a cup of coffee?”

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“Sure thing Steve,” Brown grinned, wrongly interpreting the man’s gruff manner as the residue of too much drink the previous night.?? “One cup of strong black coffee coming right up.”

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As he watched the young man stride away to comply with his request, Steve sighed heavily.?? He hated what he was about to do but, as he saw it, he had no choice.??? Reaching for the phone, he reflected on just how he’d arrived at this moment.

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FIVE DAYS’ EARLIER

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"Say Lieutenant - do you mind if we just swing by the convenience store on the corner of 11th? I need some cigarettes.”


Todd Brown, the young sergeant Steve had been asked to 'babysit' until he settled in at the precinct turned to smile engagingly at Steve.?? With his white-blond hair, piercing blue eyes, smooth, tanned, skin and finely honed body, the man could pass for a model rather than one of LAPD’s finest, thought Steve.

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“Sure,” the detective replied agreeably.?? “Just so long as you know you won’t get to smoke any of those damn things in MY vehicle.”

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“No problem SIR,” Brown said teasingly, ducking the mock blow Steve aimed at his head.

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Steve was tired; he’d been on a 24 hour stake-out the night before last and, thus far, hadn’t been able to shake off the effects as fast as usual, making him realise – with a sense of depressing reality – that he wasn’t as young as he once had been.?? Closing his eyes, he leant his head back against the rest and allowed himself the luxury of indulging in a few short minutes of shuteye.

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His short catnap was interrupted by the sound of sirens.? Two fire trucks screamed past his vehicle.? Struggling to sit upright, Steve checked his watch.?? Ten minutes had passed since Brown had gone into the store and there was still no sign of his young charge.?? Instantly fearing the worst, Steve slid from the vehicle, withdrew his gun from its holster and, silent as a ghost, crept inside the small, cramped, store.?? As he sidled along the aisle, his eyes and ears alert for any sign of trouble, the sound of voices reached him.

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“I’m telling you – I ain’t got no more,” a plaintive voice – the storeowner’s, Steve surmised, wailed.

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“And I’m telling YOU,” a harsh voice – Brown’s voice – retorted.??? “I’m not interested in your excuses.?? You find the deficit – I don’t care how.? I’ll be back tomorrow to collect. ?If you don’t have it then….,” An ominous silence followed, the implication only too clear.? “Now give me some cigarettes.”

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“W …. What brand?” Came the tremulous reply.

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“What the hell does it matter?” Brown snorted.?? “I don’t smoke.?? But I’ve got this play it by the book partner who won’t let me out of his sight without a legitimate reason so I needed an excuse to come in here.?? Now remember,” he growled as he snatched up the packet of cigarettes.?? “I’ll be back tomorrow and you’d better have the money.”

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Worried that his partner might have noticed his absence, Brown was immensely relieved to discover Steve Sloan fast asleep, so much so he was snoring gently.??

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That evening, after he’d finished his shift, Steve had returned to the store and spoken to the owner.?? What he learned left him in little doubt as to what Brown was into.?? He left the store with a heavy heart.?

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CHIEF MASTERS’ OFFICE – 9 AM


"These are VERY serious allegations you are making Lieutenant, the implications of which – to both Sergeant Brown – and yourself - you are – I assume – only too well aware?" the Chief of Police enquired, his face a mask of impassivity.

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"Yes sir,” Steve’s reply was whisper soft.

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"And you are absolutely certain??? There is no doubt in your mind?” Masters persisted.

"Absolutely,” Steve replied unequivocally.?? “And no, no doubt whatever sir.”


"Very well.”? Masters leant back in his chair and sighed.??
"You know of course that once I inform Internal Affairs, the matter is out of my hands??? Your life could become very difficult lieutenant?" he warned.?? “Once it’s known – and it will become known, believe me, no matter how hard we try to fudge or cover up the issue, that you – and you alone - were instrumental in the investigation into Brown’s conduct.”

"I appreciate that fact Chief Masters and I’m prepared to deal with it," Steve replied.

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And he did, only too well.?? Once it became common knowledge that Steve had made accusations of corruption and fraud against a fellow officer, he would be ostracised, even by the colleagues who knew him well. Regardless of the fact that Brown was involved in extortion and god knew what else, all of which would be revealed in the fullness of time, it would be Steve who would be considered the guilty party for breaking the code of honour: never inform on another cop.


"Brown is only 26," Masters reflected.??? "He has – or had until now,” he corrected himself, “An excellent record with the force.??? But," he rose swiftly from his chair.?? "If he's dirty then I don't want him, either in my precinct, or in my police force. I'll get onto Internal Affairs immediately detective.?? Thank you for bringing this to my attention.”


TWO DAYS’ LATER

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Captain Newman, having been fully briefed on the situation by Chief Masters, had immediately re-assigned Todd Brown to work with Detective Jarrett, a colleague and friend of Steve’s.??? When the puzzled Sergeant had questioned the move, Newman explained that he felt the young man would benefit from learning the different methods each detective employed when conducting their investigations.?? Brown had readily accepted the explanation.??? Of course, once he found out about the IAG investigation, he - and everyone else for that matter - would know the real reason behind his relocation.

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While he waited for the bureaucratic wheels to grind slowly into motion, Steve went about his daily routine and tried not to dwell on the fact that, at any moment, the bomb would drop and he would find himself ostracised by the colleagues he had worked shoulder to shoulder with for years.??

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When he arrived for work on Friday morning to be met with a wall of cold, stolid silence, he knew that the investigation, and his role in it, had become common knowledge.


FRIDAY EVENING

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The day had been both long and arduous and, when his shift was finally over, Steve was more than ready to go home.???? He was looking forward to engaging in some light-hearted banter with his father, having been starved of conversation all day.?? He’d known there was no point in even attempting to talk to any of his colleagues who had made their disdain apparent, from hot, hostile, glares to deliberately turning their backs on him when he walked past.??

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As he strode towards his car, Steve couldn’t help feeling a little - a lot - disappointed that some of his colleagues - men who knew him well, like Bob Jarrett - men who knew that he wouldn’t make accusations against another officer unless he had concrete evidence with which to back them up, should have chosen to run with the herd.??? Today had certainly been a salutary lesson in friendship - or the definite lack thereof- he ruefully reflected.

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"Lieutenant, wait up.”

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At the sound of Brown’s voice, Steve turned to discover the Sergeant striding purposefully towards him, a friendly smile fixed firmly in place.??? The smile, however, didn't reach the young man’s eyes.??? It was there purely for effect so that if anyone else should happen to witness them talking they would receive the impression that Brown bore no malice towards the detective.


"I wanted to talk to you," said Brown as he drew abreast of Steve.


"I don't see that we have anything to say to one another Todd," Steve politely replied.

"Oh but we do," Brown insisted, reaching out and gripping Steve's right arm tightly. "I want you to go see the IAG and tell them that you made a mistake.”


"But I didn’t,” Steve said calmly.??? “You and I both know that.?? Now, if you’ll excuse me,” He gently extricated himself from Brown’s grasp, “My shift is over and I'm going home.”

"You're making a big mistake Lieutenant,” said Brown, his voice thick with barely suppressed rage.??? “For which you’re going to be very sorry.”

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"Are you threatening me sergeant?" Steve enquired, his cerulean eyes flashing fire.


"All I'm asking," Brown continued affably, ignoring the question.??? “Is that you retract your allegations.? Because if you don’t ……," his voice tailed off for a moment.??? “Well accidents happen to the most careful of people don’t they?”

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And with that, Brown turned and walked away.


3.30 AM


The sound of the balcony door sliding open woke Mark in the early hours of Saturday morning.???? He’d barely made it into the lounge when he heard a series of thuds and bumps, followed by a muffled yell.??? His heart very firmly in his mouth he ran outside on to the deck and swiftly down the steps leading to the beach, at the bottom of which he discovered Steve, attempting to get to his feet.


"I tripped and fell,” Steve mumbled. "At least the fall woke me up," he added dryly.

"Well that settles it," Mark said firmly as he helped his dazed son to his feet.??? "I’m having a lock fixed on the outside of your apartment door right away.”


"You're going to lock me in my room?" Steve's voice was incredulous.

"Yes I am son, for your own safety,” Mark replied. "I don’t want to hear it Steve," he continued sternly.?? "You could have hurt yourself very badly tonight.???? So, unless you want to tell me what it is that's bothering you, or you agree to come into the hospital so that I can conduct a thorough physical and run a few tests to ascertain whether there's an underlying medical reason causing you to sleepwalk, then I’m going to ensure that you don't come to any further harm by making sure you stay in your room at night.?? So what's it to be?" he enquired, his cool gaze meeting that of his son’s.

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"I guess you'd better get the lock fixed on my door," Steve grumbled.


9.30 AM SATURDAY

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"There’s a letter for you," Mark informed Steve, grinning as his son bounded up the stairs from his apartment, apparently none the worse for wear after his nocturnal accident. "Its on my desk,” he added, turning his attention back to the stove.

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Sniffing appreciatively at the wonderful aroma of eggs and bacon, Steve picked up the letter and, without a second thought, turned it over, and slid his fingers along the flap.


"God dammit," he hissed as a searing pain exploded in his fingertips, knowing instinctively what had happened.?? Someone had taped a razor blade under the flap.

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"What's wrong?" Mark queried, having heard the muffled expletive.

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"Oh .. er .. Nothing dad.?? Just an unexpected bill for the restaurant is all," Steve replied, swiftly wrapping his fingers in the soft material of his t-shirt to prevent any blood dripping on to the floor. "I … er think I forgot to turn off the cold water faucet,” he lied.?? “I’ll be back in a minute.”

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“Damn damn DAMN,” he muttered as he strode into the bathroom of his apartment and, turning on the cold water faucet, held his fingers underneath the flow until the bleeding eventually slowed and then stopped.??? A quick search of the bathroom cabinet revealed a box of band-aids, which he clumsily applied to the cuts.??? If his father noticed, he would simply say that he sustained the injury when he fell down the steps of the deck.????

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NOON

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He should have known better than to think his father had been bluffing, thought Steve, as he stood and watched mutinously as the locksmith his dad had called earlier that morning, while Steve was enjoying a long, hot, shower, arrived a little after noon and proceeded to affix locks to both the exterior of the apartment door and the windows.

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“It’s going to be like being ......”

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"In jail?" Mark completed the sentence for him. "Yes son I guess that it will.?? However, given that you've had two accidents already I'm not prepared to take any chances as far as your safety is concerned.?? Of course you COULD always tell me what’s bothering you,” he added.?? “A trouble shared is a trouble halved after all.”

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“Nothing is bothering me dad,” Steve said guilelessly.

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“Steven Sloan, you take obduracy to a whole new level,” said Mark, sorely tempted to try to shake some sense into his son.

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“I’m sure I don’t know what you mean dad,” Steve replied coolly.??? “I’m just having a few problems sleeping right now.?? It’s no big deal.”

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“Have it your own way,” Mark sighed, knowing when he was defeated.??? “In the meantime, the locks stay on the door and windows until we .... I,” he added silently, “Get to the root of what’s troubling you.”


MONDAY MORNING - 11 AM - CHIEF MASTERS’ OFFICE


"I’m afraid that the situation is worse, far worse, than any of us could have expected or anticipated,” Masters informed Steve, his face grave.

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“IAG have discovered that Todd Brown isn't the only officer involved in, as you quite rightly suspected, an extortion racket,” he continued.????? “Several of his fellow officers at his previous precinct also appear to be involved in some extremely unsavoury dealings. IAG suspect, as do I, that Brown requested a transfer to this precinct in order to extend their lucrative sideline.? You’ve ripped the lid off a can of very ugly worms detective.”


The Chief paused for a moment before continuing.


"Newman tells me the other officers are giving you a tough time.”


"It’s nothing I can’t handle sir.”


"I'm sure it isn’t.?? However, you know that you don’t have to tolerate it, don’t you detective?? I can either transfer you to another department temporarily, or you can take paid leave.”

"No sir," Steve’s response was vehement.?? "If I accept either, then everyone is going to assume that I'm running away from the situation; that I'm too scared to face up to the consequences of my actions.??? What Brown and the other officers have been doing is wrong Chief, and they should be suitably punished.??? I'm not about to buckle under just because of? …," he stopped abruptly.


"Just because of what?" the Chief demanded. "Has something happened that I should be made aware of detective?"


"It was nothing," Steve replied, inwardly cursing himself for his stupid slip of the tongue.

"Okay detective,” Masters sighed, very well aware that he would glean nothing further from the taciturn man.?? If Sloan didn’t want to talk, then he wouldn’t and that was an end of the matter.??? “I'm not going to pursue that avenue because I have a feeling that I'll achieve very little if I try. All I will say is that if you experience any further problems, then please come see me.”


THREE DAYS’ LATER – 5 PM


"Hey Brown, want to join us for a beer?" Bob Jarrett enquired as, their shifts over, he and several other colleagues, prepared to leave the precinct.


"Sure would," Came the cheerful reply from the grinning Sergeant.?? "Why don't you come along too Lieutenant?" he asked quietly as he passed by the detective's desk.? "I'm sure your colleagues will welcome you with open arms.”


"Back off Todd," Steve muttered, reaching for another file from the top of the mountainous heap on his desk.

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"How are your fingers Lieutenant?" Brown casually enquired.??? “You know that would never have happened if you’d just seen sense and withdrawn your accusations?”


"Go enjoy your beer, Todd," Steve said coldly. "It might be the last one you have for a very long time.”

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Up until that point in time, Brown had been the epitome of cool, controlled, calm.?? At Steve’s comment, however, the carefully constructed facade dropped.?? His handsome face twisted with fury, Brown placed both hands on the edge of the desk and, bending forward, so that his face was mere inches from Steve’s hissed:


"Don’t say I didn’t do my very best to warn you Lieutenant.?? If you don't want to play ball and be reasonable. Well then," he shrugged, "I guess you deserve whatever's coming to you.”


BARBEQUE BOBS – 11.45 PM


"Oh man I am so tired," Jesse announced after the last of the customers - and staff - had left.?? “Whose bright idea was it to run a restaurant anyway?”

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“Yours,” Steve replied, grinning.

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“Oh yeah,” Jesse yawned so hard that his jaw cracked.?? “I forgot,” he added sheepishly.


“Go home Jess,” Steve ordered.?? “I can easily finish up here.”

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Flashing a grateful smile at his friend, Jesse grabbed his car keys and, on legs that were almost too weary to support him, stumbled out of the restaurant.???? Fifteen minutes later Steve was getting ready to leave when the door to the restaurant opened and Todd Brown, accompanied by two fierce looking companions, muscled their way inside.

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“I said you deserved what was coming to you,” snarled Brown as he turned and closed the door.


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Jesse was halfway home when he realised that he'd left his jacket, containing the keys to his apartment, hanging on a peg back at the restaurant.??? With an anguished groan, he checked his mirrors before executing a swift U-turn, and heading back the way he’d come.

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"Don’t be stupid Todd,” Steve’s voice was calm, belying his rising anxiety as the embittered Sergeant’s colleagues began circling him like hungry wolves. "You and your friends are in enough trouble as it is.”


"Thanks to you,” Brown spat angrily. "You just couldn’t let it go, could you Sloan?? Well we can’t do anything to stop the IAG investigation, but we CAN stop you.”

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Brown nodded to his two companions who seized hold of Steve’s arms and held him fast, while Brown began raining vicious punches to the detective’s chest and abdomen.

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“It’s such a shame,” he grunted, stepping back for a moment to draw breath.??? “That the next time your father sees you, you’ll be on a slab in the morgue, a tragic victim of a late-night robbery that went horribly wrong.?

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Grinning demonically, Brown lashed out - his balled fist slamming into Steve’s abdomen with such force that, had it not been for the two men holding him upright, the detective would have collapsed from the sheer ferocity of the blow.???? As it was, he was bent almost double with pain, left gasping for air as all the breath was driven out of his body.

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In the next instant, a hand gripped his hair, jerking his head up and back, just as Brown’s fist connected with his jaw.??? The enraged man was just drawing back his arm to deliver another punch when the door to the restaurant opened and a weary voice called out:

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“Hey Steve, it’s me.?? I forgot my ja.....”

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Any further words died in Jesse’s throat as, having entered the restaurant, he took in the scene before him.???

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“Let’s finish the blond too,” growled one of the thugs holding Steve, immediately releasing his grasp on the detective and advancing on Jesse, who instinctively took a step backwards, only to find his way blocked by the solid presence of the door.???

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As the iron grip on his left arm was released, Steve exploded into action.?? Balling his hand into a fist, he drove it into the abdomen of his remaining captor who collapsed on to his knees struggling for air.?? The detective took two long strides and caught up with the aggressor bearing down on his ashen-faced friend, grabbed him by the arm, swung him round, and felled him with one single punch to the jaw.

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“Jesse call the cops,” he grunted as he turned to face Brown.?? Jesse swiftly complied, sidling past the two fallen men and the two still standing, heaving a sigh of relief when he reached the comparative safety of the counter where he snatched up the phone and punched out 911.

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“We’re out of here,” Brown snarlingly informed his comrades, impatiently helping them to their feet and pushing them roughly towards the door, at which he turned, fixed Steve with a malevolent glare, and hissed:?? “Later, Lieutenant.?? This isn’t over.”

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The door clicked shut and, the adrenaline rush over; Steve slumped to his knees and from there to the floor where he lay, unmoving.

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"Oh my God, Steve!" Jesse exclaimed, hurling the receiver back in its cradle and racing to his friend’s aid.

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“Just lie still,” he counselled.

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“Can’t ....,” Steve gasped as a bolt of white-hot pain flashed through his body.?? “Do much else right now Jess,” he added, his lips twisting in a parody of a smile.?? “Why’d you ....,” he paused for a long moment before he was able to continue.??? “Come back?”

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“I forgot my jacket.?? Thank god that I did,” Jesse added whole-heartedly.

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“I’ll ....,” Steve hitched in a ragged breath.?? “Second that.”

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“Don’t talk, rest,” said Jesse as he became aware of the sound of sirens - sweet music to his ears - drawing ever closer.??

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“Rest sounds good,” Steve mumbled as he gave up fighting the pain and instead chose to go with it into merciful oblivion.


COMMUNITY GENERAL - 12.30 AM

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When Mark arrived at the hospital, all but ripping the door to the treatment room in which Jesse was examining Steve off its hinges in his haste to be by his son’s side, Steve had regained consciousness and was already growing increasingly fractious at the thought of having to spend the remainder of the night as a patient.

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“Mark!” Jesse was more than grateful to see his friend and mentor.?? “Maybe you can talk some sense into your son.?? I’ve told him he has to remain overnight for observation, given that he has a suspected concussion, amongst other things, but he simply won’t listen to me.”

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“You’re staying,” Mark said firmly.??? “And if you persist in arguing, or you attempt to leave, then I’ll have you placed in restraints,” he added.

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“You wouldn’t?” Came the shocked reply.

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“Try me.”??? The severity of Mark’s tone matched his facial expression.?? “Now stay put while I talk to Jesse.?? Do NOT even think of moving from that bed.?? Jesse?”

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Biting down hard on the inside of his bottom lip to suppress the grin that threatened to break across his face at Steve’s huffy expression, Jesse followed Mark outside into the corridor.

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“What other things?” Mark enquired of his colleague.

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"I suspect Steve has a ruptured spleen," Jesse replied.??? "His abdomen is painful and tender and his abdominal muscles feel rigid.???? I'm waiting on the X-ray results as we speak.??? If the spleen has been ruptured then we'll need to operate right away, Mark, because the blood loss could prove to be fatal.”


“What happened Jesse?” Mark demanded.


“I can only tell you the same as I told the police, Mark.??? When I got back to the restaurant, I found Steve being physically restrained by two men while the third ....,” he swallowed hard before continuing, “Had obviously been beating him.??? Mark there’s something you should know, something I didn’t tell the police.??? I think Steve’s assailants were cops and I think Steve knew them,” he whispered to the startled older man.

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“What?”

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“While I was calling the police, one of them - when he got to the door - I heard him say ‘Later, Lieutenant.?? This isn’t over’,” Jesse confessed.

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“I see,” Mark’s expression was grim as he realised that, with Jesse’s admission, things were beginning to make sense; Steve’s sleep-walking and his obdurate refusal to discuss the possible causes behind it were the result of something that was happening at the precinct.?? Something that had escalated to the stage where fellow officers were not only prepared to attack, but had, in all probability, been prepared to kill one of their own.??? Mark felt hot bile rush into his throat as he realised that, had providence not sent Jesse back to the restaurant, Mark would not be standing here now but ..... He cut that thought off right there.

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“Mark?”

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Jesse’s anxious voice roused Mark from his bitter reverie.

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“I’m fine,” he assured his apprehensive friend.??? “Let’s go check those X-rays and see if your diagnosis is correct.??? If it is, then we’ll need to operate as soon as possible.”


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"An operation!" Steve exclaimed.???? "What for????? I feel fine.?? Well okay maybe not fine,” he admitted, wilting under the force of his father’s stern gaze.???? “I’m a little bruised maybe, but it’s nothing that won't heal in time.”


“This is not a matter for debate Steven,” said Mark.

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At his father’s full use of his Christian name, Steve flinched.???? He was in trouble with his dad, and he knew it.?? Not because of the operation, but because of the fact that he hadn’t told his father what had been going on.??? He was going to have an awful lot of explaining to do later, the detective thought ruefully.

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"The X-rays reveal that you have a severely ruptured spleen as a direct result of the beating you sustained,” Mark continued, the “We will talk about what happened later young man,” only too apparent in those cool, cerulean eyes.???? “The covering of the spleen and the tissue inside have been torn and are bleeding heavily into your abdomen which is why it feels painful and tender.”


"So?" Steve queried.??? "Can't you just give me something to stop the bleeding? I don't WANT an operation dad. I want to go home.”


"I’m afraid that the organ has been damaged beyond any hope of repair,” Mark informed his dismayed son.???? ?“We simply have no other option but to operate.??? Steve," he softened his tone,? "I know how much you hate hospitals and surgery, and that's not surprising after what you've been through in the past. But I wouldn't be standing here telling you needed this operation if I didn't think it was absolutely essential.”


Steve slumped back against the pillows wearily.


"I guess I don’t have a choice in the matter do I?"? At which question both Mark and Jesse shook their heads.

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“Well look on the bright side,” Jesse said cheerfully.??? “You’re always saying how much you enjoy the food at Community General.?? Now you’ll have the opportunity to eat as much of it as you like.”

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8 AM


"What are those for?" Steve’s voice was filled with alarm as Jesse approached his bed, carrying a metal kidney dish containing three large - and exceedingly sharp looking - hypodermic needles.


"Vaccinations," Jesse replied as he prepared the injection site on Steve’s right arm by deftly wiping it with a medicated swab.


"Since when do you have to be vaccinated for surgery?" Steve enquired.


"You’re having a Splenectomy," Came the matter of fact reply.?? "Trust me Steve - you really need these injections. They're to protect you against the risk of infection from Pneumococcus, Haemophilus type B and Meninococcus.”


"I didn't realise the operating room had that much bacteria running loose inside of it," Steve muttered.

"It doesn't," Jesse laughed.?? "But when your spleen has been removed,” he continued seriously, “The risk of you contracting an infection is much higher, particularly against Pneumococcus - pneumonia," he added, noting Steve's puzzled expression.??? "So we take these preventative measures now and then, after the operation, put you on a course of long term antibiotics to prevent any possible infections occurring.??? There's a small increased risk that you'll be more susceptible to infections in the future because any bacteria in your system won't be filtered out of the bloodstream as effectively but, I stress, it is only a very small risk. You're fit and you're healthy and, provided you have regular flu jabs, I don't envisage you having any long-term problems in the future.”


When the vaccinations had been completed, Jesse placed the empty syringes into the kidney dish.?

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“Susan will be along in a little while to give you your pre-op,” he informed Steve, “And I'll see you down in the theatre shortly.”

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"Dr. Sloan.”

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At the sound of Chief Masters’ voice, Mark raised his head from the chart he’d been studying at the nurse’s desk.

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“How is your son?" Masters enquired as he drew level with the older man.


"Dr. Travis is operating on him now," Mark replied.??? "He’ll recover, thank god.?? I’m glad you’re here Chief.?? I was planning to come and see you just as soon as Steve was out of theatre and settled back in his room.”

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“You were?”

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Surprise - swiftly followed by recognition - dawned in the Chief’s pale blue eyes.

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“Your son hasn’t told you anything about what’s been going on has he?” he queried.?? “I don’t know why I’m surprised,” he continued.?? “He is the proverbial closed book after all.”

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“I think the term you’re really looking for is stubborn,” said Mark, allowing himself the luxury of a small smile.

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“Why don’t we have a coffee Dr. Sloan,” Masters suggested, even as he took Mark’s arm and began guiding him in the direction of the doctor’s lounge.??? “And I’ll fill you in on what’s been happening.”

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THE DOCTORS’ LOUNGE - 10 AM


"Steve was assigned a new partner, Sergeant Brown, a little over a month ago,” Masters informed Mark, once they were both settled at the table, each nursing a steaming mug of coffee.


"He mentioned it to me," said Mark.??? "I seem to recall he also told me that the officer in question transferred from the West Hollywood precinct.”


"That’s right," the Chief raised the mug of coffee to his lips, paused for a moment and then replaced it on the table without touching a drop.???? "Sergeant Brown requested the transfer, citing the fact that he wanted to broaden his experiences as the reason for doing so.??? I suspect his real intention was to widen his business empire.”


Mark raised a quizzical eyebrow at that statement.


"Sergeant Brown is involved in an extortion and corruption racket Dr. Sloan.??? He's one of a core group of officers - the rest being colleagues who worked with him at the West Hollywood precinct.? Your son witnessed Brown harassing a storeowner several days ago.?? He came to see me.?? I’m afraid what he saw was only the tip of a very large iceberg.?? By the time the IAG have finished more than half a dozen officers are likely to be indicted on extortion charges.”

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“Not to mention assault with intent to kill,” Mark countered.

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“I’m sorry?”

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“Jesse - Dr. Travis - said that he thought the men who attacked Steve were police officers.?? It was something one of them said that alerted him to that fact.”

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As Mark recounted Jesse’s version of events, Masters’ face grew - if anything - even more impassive.

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“I will of course need to speak to Dr. Travis myself,” he said finally when Mark had finished.?? “I’ll also require him to attend a line up.???? Rest assured Dr. Sloan,” he added as he stood up to take his leave.?? “Sergeant Brown and his iniquitous friends WILL be brought to justice.?? You have my word on that.”

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At the door, Masters paused.

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“Your son is a very brave young man Dr. Sloan.??? It takes courage to do what he did, knowing what the consequences would be.

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“The consequences?” Mark enquired, momentarily puzzled before the clarity of what Masters was saying dawned on him.

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“Steve hasn’t had an easy time of things ever since his role in the investigation became common knowledge.??? I know, I know,” he continued hastily as he saw Mark’s eyes flash with anger at the thought of what Steve would have had to endure from his colleagues.?? “I neither agree - nor condone - his fellow officers’ behaviour Mark.?? I did my best to help your son.?? I offered him a transfer, or paid leave.?? He refused both.??? That stubborn streak again,” he added wryly.??? “Dr. Sloan?” he enquired, noting that Mark’s face had taken on a very pensive look.

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“What??? Oh I’m sorry Chief Masters, I was just thinking,” Mark replied.

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“Have Dr. Travis call me,” Were the Chief’s parting words, although Mark barely heard them.??? He was too busy deciding what to do next.

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4 PM THAT AFTERNOON

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"How long have been here, Mark?" Amanda enquired as she espied her distinguished friend sitting quietly beside Steve’s insentient form.


"A couple of hours," Mark replied, yawning.??? "I wanted to be here when Steve woke up,” he added as he stood and stretched his aching and cramped limbs.

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"That won’t be for several more hours yet,”" Amanda pointed out.??? "Why don’t you go home and get some rest??? You look exhausted.”

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"I’m fine,” Mark replied, settling himself back down in the tortuously uncomfortable plastic chair.???? “I’ll just,” he yawned again.?? “Stay until Steve wakes up and I can satisfy myself that he’s okay and then I’ll head for home.???? I promise,” he said, his tired blue eyes twinkling with amusement at Amanda’s stern - concerned - gaze.

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“I have to go pick CJ up from day-care,” Amanda apologised.?? “Otherwise you know that I would stay and keep you company.??? I’m surprised that Jesse isn’t here,” she added, puzzled by her young friend’s - and Steve’s best friend - absence.

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“He had to go see Chief Masters about what happened last night,” said Mark.?? “It’s a long story Amanda,” he added.??? “You go on and pick up CJ and I promise that I’ll explain it all to you tomorrow.”

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Steve woke a little over two hours later; his soft moan of pain drawing Mark to his side in an instant.

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"Hi son - how are you feeling?" he gently enquired, at which comment Steve grimaced.

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“My back hurts,” he mumbled, shifting uncomfortably in the bed.?? “Can’t the hospital afford to buy some decent mattresses dad?”

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“I’ll speak to the administrators,” Mark replied sombrely.??? “In the meantime, can I get you anything?”

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“Some water would be nice,” Came the husky reply.

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Pouring a glass of water from the plastic pitcher on the bedside table to which he added a straw, Mark then slipped one hand under his son’s Steve’s head to tilt him forwards, before easing the straw into Steve's parched mouth.??? A beatific smile spread across the detective’s handsome features as the cool, revitalising, liquid, slaked his thirst.


He’d barely finished the tumbler when his eyes closed and he fell asleep.??? Despite his promise to Amanda - a promise they both knew he had never had any intention of keeping - Mark sat back down in the chair and resumed his vigil over his slumbering son.

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10 AM THE FOLLOWING MORNING? - THE PRECINCT


"Dr. Sloan!”? Captain Newman exclaimed as Mark entered his office looking like a thundercloud about to erupt.??? "What can I do for you?"

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“Nothing,” Mark replied tersely which short-tempered response was unprecedented for the normally congenial, warm-hearted, doctor.??? “I wanted to speak to the other officers and I considered it only common courtesy to inform you that that was my intention.”

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“Uh - right,” Newman said warily as he got up from his desk and followed the older man into the main room.??? “How is Steve?” he enquired as they came to a halt by the detective’s desk.


"As well as can be expected after undergoing surgery to remove his spleen," Mark replied loudly enough for everyone in the room to hear.


"I'm - We’re,” Newman swiftly corrected himself.??? “Very sorry to hear that Mark.”


"Really???? Forgive me for saying that I find that hard to believe?" Mark retorted waspishly.

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"Well er ….," Newman spluttered, unsure of exactly what to say or do next.


"I won't detain you or your men Captain Newman, because I know how busy you are.?? What I came here to say won't take very long.”

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And with that Mark turned to face Steve’s colleagues, his icy blue eyes sweeping over them each in turn.


"You all know me, as I do you, or thought I did," he said quietly.?? "And you all know Steve.?? You've worked with him for months, some of you for years, so you know - all of you - that he's a good, honest, hard-working, and decent man who would never make an accusation against a fellow officer if he wasn't absolutely convinced that it was founded in fact.?? And for that he was ostracised by the very people who should have stood behind him and given him their support.”


"Dr. Sloan ….," Bob Jarrett attempted to interrupt.


"Don't give me all that nonsense about your precious "code of honour",” said Mark, rounding furiously on the embarrassed detective, “Because it won't wash with me.? Isn't it more honourable to stand by a colleague you know to be honest, decent and truthful?”


Mark’s face was set in stone as his eyes once again swept dispassionately over Steve's colleagues.

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“If I were you - any of you - I would be feeling pretty ashamed of myself right now,” he said coldly, before turning on his heel and walking out of the room.

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LATER THAT EVENING - COMMUNITY GENERAL

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"Oh dad please PLEASE tell me that you’re joking,” Steve implored of his father after Mark had finished recounted the details of his earlier visit to the precinct.???


"I most certainly am not," Mark calmly replied.? "I wanted to tell your so-called colleagues what I thought of their behaviour face to face and that's exactly what I did."


"But don't you see that, by doing that, you've made the whole situation worse?" Steve moaned.


"Well I don't see HOW," Came the indignant reply.


"I'm not a little kid anymore, dad," Steve informed his father between gritted teeth.?? "I'm a grown man and I’m perfectly capable of fighting my own battles.?? I neither need, or want, you to do it for me.?? ?Now all my colleagues are going to think that I'm ….," he paused for a moment, "Too weak to stand up for myself,” he said despairingly.


"Steve …," Mark said helplessly. "Son, I just wanted to help.”


"Well you haven’t,” Came the ungracious reply.?? “Now, I'm tired dad.??? If you don’t mind I'd like to get some rest," Steve said testily before lying back in the bed, closing his eyes, and feigning sleep.


THE NEXT MORNING


"I only did what I thought was best,” Mark told Amanda sadly the following morning, running a hand distractedly through his shock of thick white hair.??? "I guess I did act hastily," he admitted.?? "But I was so angry Amanda.?? I had to do something, say something.”


"Of course you did," Amanda soothed.??? “You’ve done nothing wrong, Mark,” she assured the anxious man.??


"Steve doesn't see it that way," Mark’s voice was whisper soft.??? "When I called in to see him this morning, he barely spoke to me.”


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"I want a word with you Steven Sloan," Amanda said sternly when she entered Steve's room later that morning, shutting the door very firmly behind her.


"Steven?"? The detective raised an eyebrow questioningly. "I must be in some sort of trouble.”

"You most certainly are.?? What were you thinking of, turning on your father the way that you did? He WAS only trying to help,” Amanda remonstrated.?? “And what do you do??? Accuse him of making matters worse, and then - worst of all - you ignore him.??? Your father loves you Steve and he's been worried sick about you over the past few days. ?You should have told him what was going on Steve instead of letting him find out from Chief Masters," she admonished.??? “I just do.....”

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“Okay, okay, ENOUGH,” Steve held his hands up in a gesture of surrender. "You've made your point, Amanda.??? I'll apologise to my dad.”

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“I should think so too,” said Amanda, determined to have the last word on the matter.


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It was with considerable trepidation that Mark crept hesitatingly into his son’s room later that afternoon.?? His fears of a repeat of the icy reception he’d received that morning were, however, quickly dispelled as he found himself greeted with a warm, cheerful, smile and a humble apology.


TEN DAYS’ LATER

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“I’m bored,” Steve complained to his father for what, Mark estimated, must have been the twentieth time that morning.

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“Yes son, I know you are,” said Mark between teeth that were by now very firmly clenched. “Why don’t you go for a walk?” he suggested, “Before I forget that I’m your father and ….,” he cut that murderous thought off right there.

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“I don’t want to,” came the recalcitrant reply.?? “What I WANT,” Steve stressed the word, “Is to go back to work.”

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“And I’ve already told you,” Mark’s voice was resolute.?? “That you aren’t ready to go back yet.”

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Several minutes passed before the silence was eventually broken as Steve once again announced: “I’m bored.”

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It was fortunate – both for father AND son that, just as Steve made that statement, the doorbell rang.

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“I’ll get it,” Mark volunteered, only too grateful for the distraction.?

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“I love him – of course I love him, he’s my son,” he muttered as he strode to the front door.?? “But I swear that if he says he’s bored just ONE MORE TIME….”.

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If Chief Masters was surprised at the way in which Mark didn’t so much open the door, but almost wrenched it from its hinges, he gave no outward sign, merely greeting the slightly dishevelled older man with a polite “Good morning Dr. Sloan.?? I came to see Steve.?? How is he?”


"Driving me absolutely crazy," Came the honest reply at which answer John Masters’ eyes glinted with amusement.

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"I have some news which I think will be very welcome to both your son and you, Dr. Sloan,” Masters informed Mark.??


"Oh please, do come in," Mark said hastily, ushering Steve’s superior officer into the cool, welcoming, interior, of the beach house.?? "Can I get you something?” he politely enquired.?? “Coffee??? Or maybe a cold beer?" he suggested.


"Nothing - thank you," Masters replied, allowing himself to be steered out on to the deck where Steve sat at the table, idly tracing patterns on its surface with his finger.??? At the sound of approaching footsteps, he glanced up, jumping to attention when he saw the chief standing in the doorway.


"At ease lieutenant," Masters smiled.


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"Todd Brown and two of his colleagues have been suspended.? They’re facing multiple charges of corruption extortion and assault.?? Yes Dr. Sloan,” he added, already anticipating Mark’s unspoken question.?? “Dr. Travis identified Brown and his companions.?? They'll be going away for a very long time. I wanted to come tell you and your father personally,” Masters informed Steve.

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“So it’s over.” Mark breathed a sigh of relief.

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Masters’ cool, gaze met those of the street-wise detective.

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“Don’t,” Came the warning from clear, ice blue eyes.?? “Let my father maintain his illusions that the world is still a relatively safe place in which to live.”

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“Yes Dr. Sloan,” Masters said quietly, gently inclining his head towards the detective.?? “It’s over.”

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ONE WEEK LATER


"I really wish you'd reconsider some more time off, " Mark remonstrated as Steve grabbed his jacket and keys and headed for the door.


"Dad,” Steve growled, turning to face his father.?? “If I stay home for just ONE more day I’ll go bug eyed nuts.”

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Father and son stood regarding one another for a long, long moment.

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“I promise I’ll take it easy okay?” Steve murmured.?

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"I'm not a little kid anymore, dad.”

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Steve’s words, spoken in anger and frustration, came back to haunt Mark and he realised that he could do nothing – could say nothing – to stop his son.?? Steve was right; he was a grown man and thereby he had every right to decide what to do with his life, and if that meant returning to work – so be it.??

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“Okay,” Mark agreed, even though every vestige in his body was screaming at him to prevent his son leaving the beach house.

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“Okay?”?? Steve shot a suspicious look at his father.???

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“Yes, really,” Mark was surprised at how level his voice remained, given that he had doubts – very real doubts – at his son returning to active duty.

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“Okay then – great – terrific,” Steve beamed.??? “I'll call you later dad, okay?"


With that, Steve was gone, striding out towards his car, glad to be back on track after weeks of sitting around waiting for his body to heal.


He was so deep in his own thoughts, he didn't realise that he was being followed.

THE PRECINCT

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God, but it felt good to be back at work Steve mused as he strode towards the stone edifice, his hopes firmly pinned on the fact that, given Brown had been found guilty of all the charges levelled against him, his colleagues would no longer view him as a pariah.???

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His thoughts were rudely interrupted by the sound of peeling rubber, which sound had every nerve and fibre in his body on red alert.???? He turned, just in time to see and - with lightning reactions avoid - the tan Mercedes hurtling towards him at breakneck speed, by hurling himself sideways, his body colliding with a row of trashcans, two of which toppled over and landed on top of him, knocking the breath out of his poor, beleaguered, body.???

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As he struggled to get to his feet, his father’s sage advice not to overdo things on his first day back resonated in his head.? Well even his father couldn’t have envisaged a potential hit and run situation on his first day back, Steve thought grimly as he swayed unsteadily on his feet, warily regarding the Mercedes which sat, purring insidiously, on the tarmac mere inches away, the blacked out windows obscuring any sight of the driver.

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He was just contemplating approaching the vehicle, when the driver’s door opened and Todd Brown – his face split in a maniacal grin – emerged.


"Hello Lieutenant,” he slurred, leaving Steve in no doubt that the man was drunk, very heavily so.??? "Let's finish this here and now,” Brown continued, reaching into his coat and withdrawing a knife.?? Early morning sunlight bounced off the wicked looking blade.??


"Don't be stupid Brown," Steve said calmly.??? "You're in enough trouble as it is.?? Don’t make things worse.”


"Worse!" Brown’s laugh was both hard and bitter. "How could things possibly get any worse Lieutenant??? Suppose you tell me that, huh??? I've lost everything thanks to you. You just couldn't leave it alone could you???? Well, I might be going to jail Lieutenant - but you," he took one unsteady step, and then another, towards Steve, "Are going to your grave.”


"Drop the knife Brown," an authoritative voice behind Steve barked; a voice he recognised as belonging to Bob Jarrett.


"Stay out of this Jarrett,” Brown snarled.??? “It doesn't concern you.??? This is between Sloan and me.”


"Well that’s just where you’re wrong,” Jarrett’s voice was resolute as his colleagues joined him.??


"Well you've all changed your tune," Brown’s voice dripped sarcasm.?? "A few days ago Sloan was a pariah insofar as you all were concerned.”

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"I …. We,” Jarrett corrected himself, “Were wrong,” he admitted, his eyes meeting those of Steve’s, the silent apology only too apparent in those deep, tortured, orbs.?? "What WE,” he stressed the word, “Did was wrong and we'll all ashamed, very ashamed of our actions. Now, drop the knife Todd.”


Brown’s drunken gaze travelled from Sloan to the six, armed, detectives forming a protective semi-circle around their colleague.??? There was simply no way he could reach the man.?? Recognising defeat when it stared him very firmly in the face, Todd bent down and placed the knife on the ground, whereupon three officers descended on him and bore him to the ground where he was ignominiously cuffed and then hauled back to his feet.

As he was being led away, Brown looked back over his shoulder at Steve.


"This isn't over Sloan," he called out. "When I get out, I'm going to come looking for you. Remember that.”

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“If I had a dollar for every time a perp had threatened me, I’d be a rich man by now,” Steve retorted with more verve and vigour than he felt right at that particular moment in time.? “Thanks guys,” he murmured, turning to face his colleagues.?? "If you hadn't come along when you did ….,." he left the sentence unfinished.


"Jack saw what was going down," Jarrett informed Steve, taking a firm hold of the detective’s right arm while Jack Cross, another officer and friend of Steve's, took hold of the swaying man’s other arm.?? "He came to get us.?? We're all sorry Steve.?? What we did was wrong.?? It?? took your father to make us see that.?? He kicked our butts – good and hard,” Jarrett admitted ruefully.?? “But, hey, we can discuss all this later.?? Let's get you inside Steve. To be honest, you don't look so good.”

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“To be honest Bob, I don’t feel so good,” Steve admitted, just as he passed out.


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“Oh my BACK,” Steve groaned as, having regained consciousness, he shifted uncomfortably in the narrow, hospital bed.


"Just take it easy son,” Mark cautioned.??? "Your …. Accident has caused some slight internal bleeding.?? It’s not much," he added swiftly, noting the look of alarm that flared across his son's face.?? "You should be able to go home tomorrow. And I DO mean home son,” he stressed. “For another two weeks, minimum.”


”Oh hey Steve, it’s not THAT bad,” Jesse piped up, exchanging an amused smile with the older man at the look of total and utter horror on Steve’s face at the thought of two more weeks of enforced rest.?? "Look on the bright side.??? This way you get to see more of 'The Young and the Restless'.”


"Oh terrific," Steve muttered.


THREE DAYS LATER – 2 AM


A loud crash woke Mark in the early hours of the morning.?? His first thought, as he hurried to check out the source of the disturbance, was that Steve had resumed sleep-walking and his heart swiftly sank because, since Brown had been incarcerated, Steve had slept soundly – so much so that Mark had had the bolts removed from his son’s apartment door and windows.? Now he very much feared that his early optimism may have been misplaced and that he might have to have them reinstated.

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With a heavy heart, Mark headed for the kitchen where he espied his son busily engaged in fixing himself a sandwich.


"Steve,” Mark’s voice was whisper soft.? Even so, its effect on his son was dramatic as Steve whirled round in surprise, almost dropping the jar of peanut butter he was holding.

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"God dad!" he exclaimed.?? "You scared me half to death. Don't you know better than to creep up on people in the dark?"


"I’m sorry,” Mark apologised.? “I thought you were sleep-walking again.?? Well, since we’re both up, how about I make us some hot milk?” he suggested.

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"Chief Masters called me earlier this evening while you were still at the hospital, to tell me that Brown and his associates were each given a 10 year prison term,” Steve informed his father as the two men sat enjoying their early morning beverage.


"It should have been longer for what they did to you," Mark’s voice was harsh.? “But at least," he added as he drained the last of the rapidly cooling milk. “It’s over.”


"This isn't over Sloan.? When I get out, I'm going to come looking for you. Remember that.”

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“Steve?”

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Mark’s gentle voice dragged Steve out of his reverie.

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“I’m sorry dad,” he apologised.? “I was just wool-gathering there for a moment.? You’re right, of course you are.?? It’s over.”

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The End
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